I’m still here in Charleston. My quick 48hr trip has pulled me into a week now. It’s destroying this place for me. The moment I came back into orbit things went off the rails. Ridiculous things that only could happen in my dark sector of the universe.
The whole point of this adventure was to get away and center. Coming back was hard and disappointing while exciting and welcoming. As I curl up in some hotel room, I think about how I have got to get out tomorrow. I’m being dragged back in.
Florida and St. Mary’s has been jerked away with me having to stay in town to handle business. Kentucky moves up since Will would let me stay a lifetime if I wanted. I feel off balanced. This isn’t how I heal.
We’ll see what tomorrow brings.